Sunday, May 30, 2010

Y.O.U

don't know what to say
but now all i see, feel, hear....is you
..i miss you..

Sunday, October 11, 2009

membebel sebentar

hoiihoii
hey..post kali ni mcm byk jer aku nak cerita tp don't know where to start..
well..i'v been kinda busy lately..not busy pasal work ker apa..tp pasal pikir benda bukan2.haha..
biasalah..makhluk kuat fikir+berangan mmg begini..hee :D

first!
ptptn hal punya hal x settle lg..sigh*
bdo la..pnat taw x nak buat segala pinjaman nih..
naik turun kl mcm hape ntah..abes duit ak..cehh >:

then ak pk pasal sorang mamat nih..
hadoiih..
dier nih pon satu hal punya mangkok taw x..
seriously ak sgt cuak dekat dia..
xnak cita pnjg2 pasal dia..buang masa..
all i can about him..he's totally a stalker,obssesed with me..and aku mmg takut sgt2..x tipu punya takut nih..but risau pasal ni pon x ada faedah..
ak cerita benda ni kat semua besties ak..
and diorang pon ckp laki itu menakutkan..
hmm..
takperlah..laki tu pn da ckp nak jauhkan diri..
as long dia x kacau aku lagi, i will not taking any actions towards him..

lagi..
aku fikir pasal my family problems..
hmm..this one quite critical..
aku xtahu la nak berpihak kat siapa..my dad or my mum..
bila parents divorced..this is what u gonna face..argghh
bosann..
i hate when things like this muncul..
mcm nak buat benda yg x patot jerk..
tp im 18..bole fikir secara waras kan..
kene fikir jangka masa pnjg..
no one knows about this.and takde sbb pon why i should cerita benda ni kat diorang..
kalau cerita pon buat sakit hati jer..
bukan diorang faham pon.
well..kalau xfaham ok lagi la kn..tp at least bagi la naseihat yang bole dipakai..
ni x..
kadang2 nak ckp member pon x bole dipakai..hehh

cerita psal kwn ni plak..
hadehh..mmg xkan habis laa..
hmm..xperlaa..

member bwh umah suda pgl mkn..ngehh..
hahaha
ok laa..c u on next post k..
chao..

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

di kala 'bulan' mengambang

ehem2..
dalam kesakitan perut yang teramat aku memulakan aktiviti menulis blog..:)
estrogen sedang menguasai tubuh badan dan mindaku..rasa mcm nak mara ,nanges..mcm2 lah..adehh..penat2..
so..dua tiga hari ni aku agak sibuk..
presentation hanya di kaki lima..haram apa pun x buat lagi..
hm..
tak tau nak tulis apa actually..
busan2 post lah blog kan..hee
actually i made this blog because i wanted to write something..
i kept a lot of things inside my head..alone..dont want people to know about it..
but some things kene luahkan..btol x?
hehh..
walaupun no one will read..im gonna keep on posting until busan..hee
its a way to express myself..without telling who i am..
ngeh
ok laa..
perut ku pon mula meragam..guess i btter get some rest..
pms got no mercy huh..huahua
chao..

Monday, October 5, 2009

someone you used to know

It was helpless anyway
There's nothing much we could do or say
Darling don't you think it's a shame?
that it had to end this way

So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds

So Darling, here's to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you

Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory

*Soon i'll just bethat someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you'll find your intended
But i'm sorry
that your intended isn't me

it's not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that's what you want from me
but they will always stay with me
i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it's just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take

Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
its not that i no longer care
i'd feel like a burden you cannot bear




cant get this song outta my head!
zee avi, u're genius!
love this song!

mari menggedik..

wahaa..
entah kenapa aku rasa macam nak menggedik pulak nk buat blog..
mungkin sbb semua mmber2 aku pon dok sibuk buat benda2 alah nih..
well actually its not my thing..u noe..writing and all..tp sekadar nak mencuba benda baru apa salahnya kan..wahahah..

since its my 1st post..i wont write much..
just a way to introduce my blog..kehkeh..
adeii..btw..kerja aku belambak gila..nak sambung buat rasa ngntuk pula..
guess im goin to bed and nak bungkus dalam selimut..huhu..best2
catha on the next post..
chao..